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Today was mucho boring!!I stayed home from school porque i was so stressed out i got myself sick....i didn't think you could do that...haha!!Well i was sick so i didn't get to go to youth group *tear* i miss everybody!!!!!!!!How r u ppl???Well i'm happy b/c i thought one of my best friends kind of really hated my guts!Bu luckly he doesn't  he called me and was like i don't hate you...so i was quite relieved.Guess what everybody?!?!Its fall!!!!Sorry bout that i'm really excited fall is my favorite time of the year!!And i'm a little in lvoe with halloween!! I decided i would be Sally from the Nightmare before Christmas and i'm making the dress myself!!We will see if i have any sewing ability(for my sake i hope so!)WEll farewell!

-EMily

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I can't wait till friday!!!!!!we are goin to a show(its been so long)and then i'm having a sleepover with my (show) home grls!I also get to see my boy....yay!!!Why does school seem to take up all of the time there is!?!?!?!I love you all!<3EMily

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.......today was the 1st day of school.But luckly it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be!! People can be ok...and if you have some friends and stuff it can make things all right.Well ehhh the school part not so fun...but yea I have friends with cars!!So yay we all went ot White pLains and got Starbucks!!I was craving a frap!!It was really funny becuase it was 8 ppl in a 5 person car.Which ment I had to lay on everyone so we could all fit.....but everytime a cop came by the car i got a shirt stuck over my face(because it is illegal to have a lot of ppl in the car like that)haha..but yea we didn't get caught or anything.but yea never has a light Frap tasted so good....Luckly some of my other friends were at the westchester at the time so they came by to say hi and hang out for a while!!Yea i was os happy to see them too because i had withdrawl from them b/c i saw them so much i was like thinking about how much i missed them all day!!!by the way I miss everyone from Youth group!!!And i miss my Penn. friends expecially Elisa and Siena...I miss and love you guys to peices!!!But yea then we went ot my house and hung out for a while(we all miss my brother a ton) so we hung out in his room and reflected on his absence...I hadn't realized how much i had missed him untill then....so yea....later me and my friend Faithy had a heart to heart talk about everything it made me feel alot better!!!But yea that was my day...........I love you all......................if your reading this......hehe................

<3Emily

did you ever feel like you can't do anything to make anything better.........well i do.....I can't do anything right ever!!!!!If i did If i was pretty enough/ funny enough/better he would love me......someone just push me off a bridge.

-EMily